Chapter 91: In His Company

True, no one is really around to share the experience and pain with. At least, no one who fully understands me.

I do notexpect them to try to. It is, after all, seemingly impossible for them to do so. How can I do so? Our perceptions and wills are different and unique.

Seeing is believing, after all. Whatever I experience and perceive, and if there is nothing I can do to change anything, I will simply let it be and absorb it into my will.

Whatever happens, as the flow of passage permits, I will stand there and take it all.

However, no one may understand me, but I know I am never alone.

Even when no one is around, no matter where I go, I am never by myself.

I may not be fully ready to take in his complete existence, but if The Lord does exist, then I need not be in solitude at all.

Everything may seem as harsh and cold as winter's winds, but all I have to do it look around.

Every blade of grass I see, every cloud I see in the skys, and even the trees... everything is a marvellous creation of his.

It is evidence, and a promise of his that he will never abandon me. The holy spirit resonates, and it is a gift from him.

Therefore, how can I be alone?

I do not care if he is almighty or not, or even when he lacks limitless power.

He is a friend who will never abandon our side, and that is enough to tide me through.

I cannot careless if he does rise again or not.

He is always around, and that is enough to chase away the biting winds.

Whether he rises or not, it will never matter, for to me, he is always near us.