Chapter 70: Of Words and Men

Finally, it's the 70th chapter! A miracle considering how much I have been neglecting the blog and procastinating!

Time to do the norm and have a little reflection on this very anniversary.

If there is one thing I have to reflect on, it is why I created such a blog in the first place. Obviously, this blog has gone through so many changes and evolved quite far.

This includes the topics, the writing style and maybe some changes to the site appearance. Still as black, plain and pictureless as ever though.

I have never been one who likes using words, unless I need to kill some time, which is partially why I created this blog.

Sometimes, it isn't because I have no concern over anything. Just that I dislike talking unless I see how it solves the problem. Generall, I see talking as a waste of time for most of the day, which is why I primarily use it as a time waster.

But lately I wonder if I should just close this blog down until I get the spirit of things going within me again.

I have a lot of questions in mind that I wish I had some clues towards the answers I seek. What exactly am I to do? Is there something that I can truly pour my whole soul in? Or do I remain as a drone? An average droning citizen. Surely there must be something I can equate my life to.

I can't seem to be put as much passion into life as I used too in my younger days unless I know my true purpose.

I need to find myself again.

Until then though. All hail the tomeoftruth blog! =D