I must say, this is one of the few times I actually want to post twice on the same day.
Has anyone ever had this feeling before? Where you wake up from a nightmare and then feel a huge relieve and gladness that it stayed as a nightmare, and that you were still safe, lying in bed. I have. But this has it's own counterpart, where I would feel really disappointed if my dream remained one once I woke up. Both experiences happened once each over the course of my recent semester holidays.
Let's go over the bad part first. I once dreamt of getting the semester results I dreamt for and even dreamt that I saw them online. Which, of course was not possible since it was still so early. But it felt very real. Imagine the disappointment and fading of hope when I woke up and found myself still in my room.
As for the nightmare... well, this gets quite complicated. I dreamt of doing an examination on an English Language Subject that mainly consisted of questions on spelling and defining words from life science courses. And they all seemed similar to actual questions I attempted for the examinations. Even the feeling that I felt during the examinations, including all the stress felt real, and just like it usually does. Most realistic yet somehow unrealistic dream ever. And before long, I also dreamt that I failed, scoring 19 out of 120 (very strange number score combination). I woke up immediatedly, and was I ever glad. Fortunately, none of that came true since I passed every module. And not too shabby too, if I might say so.
Dreams like snowflakes, beautiful but melting away.
And nightmares like darkness, disappearing as daylight shines through my eyes.
Friday, April 2, 2010
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