Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Chapter 80: This Grayish World

Do not take this the wrong way, but I am not sure if this is the right way to express my thoughts. I feel tired of 'living' in this world. No, not in a suicidal sense. This is different.

I grow weary of moving like a gear in this colourless world, chained down by earthly obligations, unspoken promises and unwritten rules. Maybe it is just me, but I want to find a way to believe that life is worth living it's fullest. That there is a reason for me to drive through with all my might.

Instead of wondering through the standard path that is in clear view, though feeling lost for a reason that has no reason of it's own for existing.

Lost in a place where the lines that used to separate places seem to blur, and yet I know this blurring is the real thing.

There is no clear line at all. There is no absolute truth. Can you see what another person is seeing? There is no ultimate justice. Those who have the power make the rules.

If it's an open ended road... than I guess this way is more exciting in a way. But this make getting lost easy.

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