Welcome to a new chapter of the tome of truth, ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, and whatever you call yourselves. Well, most of the school holidays are over, and from last count, and assuming my mathematics has not gone rusty despite the fact that I do not seem to be aware that odds of one to ten million of success in most things I charge is a clear sign that I should not although I kind of realise this when it is too late boy, and okay I am getting a little side tracked here so let us get back to the main point, there are approximately 3 weeks left before a new semester or stage begins again.
Not even a power up or a full recovory of hit points... why can life not be similar to a game of megaman (Yes, I actually find that game mind rottingly entertaining, and I like brain killing activities, and setting a good example for my peers). Getting constant 'game overs' feels especially satisfying and entertaining, trust me, very amusing indeed. Getting my floor-sitting bottom handed to me by a piece of artificial intelligence.
Speaking of bottoms and failures, ever notice how some people complain of ever hitting rock bottoms. Well, with all due respect (Heh, just a formality to avoid being sued for some reason I do not know, and yes, I am a little paranoid), I have a far different feeling.
For one (and only), I have never ever told myself or felt that I have reached rock bottom. Sure, I have reached a bottom, but one thing I will always know, is that somewhere out there, there are people suffering worse then me, and I would be dishonouring both myself and those people should I ever think I cannot get back up again, and even more so if I did not try.
That said, I may have not done as well as I would had wanted to, but that does not mean I will stop there. I just have to climb higher, even if it is to another 'rock bottom'. I am ready for when these holidays end.
And... I am also most certainly ready to write another new chapter for this blog. So do not get your hope up to me stopping just because I have gotten a new resolve. =_=
until then, rest well.... while you can ^^
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